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Sunday, August 30, 2015

Erotic Story: A Gift Name Doc

Stella sat in her office chair, talking on the phone, while she took in the brisk evening view of the New York Harbor from her large office window. She was intrigued of the dark-reddish sky that formed a seductive, yet apocalyptic view of from her large office window; very breath-taking. She had just gotten off the phone from her husband, who was away in Dubai on business. She thanked him earlier for a wonderful present he had left her in her office. Her present was so beautiful, she couldn’t help turning to her side to see her present - a tall, muscular, dark and handsome man, dressed in dark blue shirt and gray slacks. He was well-dressed, able to get past security, and impressive-looking.

Stella was a happily married woman in her mid-forties, and she loved her husband very well, but the two shared an open-relationship, since their careers kept them apart. Whenever one of them were away, the two would leave each other a live present either at home or in their offices, to help keep them company while on of them were away. Tonight, she was looking forward to a moment of fun, alone with a gorgeous dark-skinned man named Doc.

Stella couldn't help smiling at the thought of her husband’s kindness and consideration for setting this up. When she narrowed her eyes at them, the men returned an equal grin. Her husband also knew the kind of fantasies she’d like to share to herself while he was away. She was pulling more than an all-nighter. She turned her office chair and stood up. Stella was a very beautiful woman with long dark hair, soft pale skin, beautiful brown eyes, and womanly curves that spelled lust in bold capital letters. From the top, she was dressed conservatively in her dark blazer and a light green blouse underneath. However, she didn’t have on a skirt, only a black thong and black Chantilly-laced stockings that hugged wonderfully over her luscious thighs.

She sauntered over to Doc with the urge to express her desire for him. As she watched him unbuttoned his shirt and dropping it on the floor, Stella felt a delicious ache growing in her center when she looked at his shirtless body.

Doc was bald, muscular and sexy. His darkened body was an art sculpture that displayed in her office, but this man was no display. In fact, she wondered what he actually felt like. She loved a body that was hard and muscular, and when she looked into his dark piercing eyes, Stella wore a very wanton look that made her want to lick her lips and devour him in her office.

She stood in front of him. Her thighs quivered, begging to cross together to contain the delicious aches that formed in her center, but the feelings were growing intense. Stella could foresee the future with him tonight.

The moment she placed her hand over his pecs, she felt her nipples hardening under her bra. All she felt was a harden mass of flesh. She ran his hand over to the other side of his chest, and then down to his abdomen. His six pack was perfectly hard. All she could foresee now was Doc being on top of her, slamming in her nice and deep to the point of no return. She wanted to kiss him right there, right now.
"I don't know how my husband does it, but he sure knows how to find someone really appetizing."

"Allow me to indulge in you," Doc said in his rich baritone.

That dark voice of his… oh yes, she loved it! She could hear him talk all day with his sexy dark voice. What a night this was going to be! Without another word, she opened her mouth and leaned in to kiss him. She felt the slip of his tongue, and his kisses were very wonderful, filled with lust and fury; enough to take her breath away.

She then pulled away and spoke in her most huskiest voice, “No, allow me to indulge in you.”

The two kissed again. Stella pressed her lips against him, assertively and their mouths molded together with their tongues dancing inside, while she placed one hand behind his back, and the other down to his pants. Through his pants, she felt his crotch; Doc was hard and ready for her. Too bad she will have to go through unbuckling him and undoing his pants. She wanted him inside of her right now. All she could think about was ripping him out of her pants and riding him like no tomorrow.

His kiss was so wonderful, Stella couldn’t help grinding her body against his. She broke away from her kiss and looked down eagerly to undo his belt and pants. Once she managed to unloosen his belt, Stella pulled his belt away and took a step back to drop it on the floor. She watched Doc undo his pants, while she slipped out of her blazer and blouse. Stella was now in her lacy black lingerie, ready to be taken into his arms.

Doc was now out of his clothes and standing there vulnerable and naked to her touch. Stella looked down at his cock; she was intrigued by his size. In the back of her mind, she couldn’t help thinking about having him inside her. She began licking her lips when she took a step towards him. Stella wanted to savor every inch of his body. She began by leaving kisses over his lips, trailing them down his neck and then over his hard body, where she worked herself down to his shaft. She curled her

He stood there naked and vulnerable to her touch. Stella looked down and noticed his size was hard and ready, and she was very intrigued by his size. In the back of her mind, she couldn't help licking her lips, but her only response was to take another step towards him. She pressed herself against his hard body and kissed him. She then moved her kisses down to the side of his neck, flicking her tongue when she moved her kisses down to his chest. In return, she felt his large hands caressing through her hair. Stella loved how he groaned when she worked her kisses down to his lower abdomen, working down to his shaft.

She was finally on her knees. Stella curled her fingers around his shaft and began stroking him. He was full of magnificence. When she looked up, she noticed Doc’s wide grin. He was enjoying every bit she was doing to him. Then without hesitation, she took him in her mouth and began working her mouth over his tip. Once she was able to take him entirely, she overheard Doc letting out a heavier groan of pleasure. She loved hearing him uttering out his pleasure. At the same time, she loved the aroma of his darken sex, filled with a masculine pheromone that her gyrating her hips intensely. The delicious ache in her core was begging; it was too much to ignore her own need.

Stella’s fingers found its way to her thong and began pushing it aside, when she slipped her fingers under herself. As her fingers found its way to her nub, she let out a few soft moans that were muffled by his cock in her mouth. Stella moved her head back and forth, while Doc curled his fingers in her dark hair. When she popped him out of her mouth, Stella looked up to study his expression. She noticed Doc having a very relieved expression, but when he moved his cock over her lips, he indicated to her not to stop; continue. Stella happily obliged to his subtle request. She took him back in her mouth and continued working his shaft. Her head rocked back and forth, until she motioned her to get up. Stella stood up and she was led by him to a dark leather sofa.

Before Doc could sit her down on the leather sofa, he turned towards her and began unclasping her bra. Her breasts feel free when he stripped her from bra. Doc had this hungry look in his eyes; the kind that spelled carnal lust.

“I want a good taste of you.”

Stella could feel herself growing very wet after the sound of his voice. She watched helplessly as Doc examined her body, like a voluptuous goddess being examined and worshipped by this darkened man. When she felt his hand fondling one of her breasts, Stella fluttered her eyes to his touch, and without any warning, she felt the heat of his face and the soft kiss that landed at the side of her neck.

His kisses began with soft peck, but intensified when he trailed them down to her breasts and then her nipples. When she felt his tongue finding its way to her nipples, Stella let out a soft moan under her breath. The way he moved his tongue over her nipples had Stella imagining his tongue going somewhere else.

For a moment, she almost forgot she was married, but hot damn, this man could kiss. His kisses made her wet with need. When he broke away from her, Doc motioned her to get on the sofa and lie down her back. When she attempted to slip out of her thong, Doc stopped her by placing his hand over her covered mound.

“No, allow me.” He gave a wide grin, indicating what he was going to do next.

Stella narrowed her eyes and returned a grin when she leaned herself back against the backrest of the leather sofa. The way he curled his fingers inside the lining of her thong, Stella knew what he really had in mind. With one strong pull, he yanked off her thong, leaving her fully bare in front of him. The feeling left her excited. Stella loved what Doc had did to her, not even her husband ever thought of ripping her thong off to express his desire.

Doc curled his fingers over her thighs and lifted her body. He then dove in between her. Stella quickly let out a gasp when she arched her body. She took in the wonderful sensation of his tongue flicking against her clit, leaving her tormented with pleasure. She loved the way his tongue pressed inside her folds, where she couldn’t help giving a contorted expression. The wonderful feeling began to rise inside her body, Stella couldn’t help grinding her pussy against his face. And when she couldn’t take the pleasuring torment any longer, Stella reached a mind-blowing climax that had her circling her luscious legs around Doc’s head, while she filled her office with a loud feminine noise.

Stella’s orgasm was so powerful, she nearly forgot where she was, but she recognized Doc, and the man began to move himself on top of her. It was a matter of time she would feel him inside her. She was now crammed on the sofa, helplessly, as she watched his cock point against her. His length was long and thick, she wondered if she could fit him entirely.

Doc held himself as he guided inside her. Stella let out a deepening moan when she felt him stretching inside of her. He moved himself all the way deep, until his hips met her body. That first thrust felt wonderful, and he continued bucking himself inside her, nice and slow. Stella savored the intense feeling Doc was giving her. She couldn’t believe she was able to fit him entirely inside her. His hips began smacking against her, where she couldn’t help let out a series of moans and whimpers. Doc was making her feel so wonderful, she couldn’t help placing her fingers over her nub where she could work herself to another climax.

Her fingers moved furiously, watching the way Doc moved himself in and out of her pussy. Stella’s breathing quickened. She was licking her lips. Her second wave of pleasure rushed through her body where it sent her reeling. She cradled her arm over his back, where she dug his nails into his skin, indicating how satisfying he was to her.

Stella’s orgasm slowed, and Doc had slowed his thrust. His body was glistening with sweat, but Stella didn’t mind when her body was filled with her own sweat. He moved in and gave her kiss. This kiss was so ravenous, she couldn’t help moving her hips along with his thrusts.

She spoke between his kiss, demanding, “Mmm… keep fucking. I want you to get rough with me!”

Then Doc then commanded, "Turn around."

"Mmmmm…" Stella responded. She loved how he commanded her. She was the boss; in charge of twenty people at work, but she loved how this man took charge of her – a secret guilty pleasure she could never tell to her husband.

He got off her, and Stella turned herself around. She leaned herself over the backrest of the sofa, with her ass arched in the air, awaiting for his entry.

She felt his warm hands over her ass. She couldn’t wait to have him back inside her. She felt the tip of his shaft against her slit. It left her filled with anticipation, and with one hard shove, she felt her ass against his hips, causing her to gasp out of pleasure. His strokes were strong and deep. Stella loved how he moved inside her. She was able to feel him entirely. Then his slow, deep strokes turned into hard slams against her ass, which had Stella curling her fingers into the leather sofa.

Her ass was smacking against his hips. Stella felt his hand curling into her hair. The way he dominated her, left her wondering if her husband gave him instructions? Her husband enjoyed doing that to her in the bedroom, especially when he was behind her reaching his peak, but that didn’t matter at this point, she was loving it and Doc was coming close to his climax.

His hips bucked intensely; Doc’s breathing was coming ragged. He was hard – really hard! Then she heard him let out a howl of pleasure when he warned he was cumming inside her. Stella closed her eyes, as her body surrendered to his orgasm. She felt him throbbing inside her, filling her walls with his hot cum. She then felt his grip over her shoulder; it was intense.

As if his size was satisfying inside of her, Stella was amazed how much he came in her. His orgasm filled her up to where she felt him dripping out of her, probably onto her dark leather sofa. Stella loved the way he pulsated, but once he was spent, Doc had leaned himself over her back.

Stella turned her face around and met his lips with his. They extended their tongues out and met together, until she said, “You know, you’re spending the night with me? We’re not done after this.”

"I am your's for the night, Stella. Did your husband mentioned to you that I'm a good cook?"

Stella let out a short laughter and said, "What a guy! You're going to stay for breakfast."


Monday, August 24, 2015

Release Day for Love Type Situation

Love Type Situation Release Day Banner

Love Type Situation
Author: Ray Sostre
Editor: Elicia S. Stoll
Published by: Bitten Press, LLC
Genre: Contemporary Erotic, Erotic Romance, May/December

Love Type Situation Cover

Sadie’s love life was doomed. She has had her share of bad men in her life, until she met a friend from a long time ago – Andrew. She was intrigued. He has many good qualities of a man she wanted, except one thing – his age. Andrew is younger than her, but better than the man Sadie’s been seeing for the last few months – Dustin Ellerton. When she makes her decision to get rid of the zero and get with the real hero, things get pretty complicated.


credited by Cindy Callender

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Soundtrack (story inspired by)

Higher Self feat Lauren Mason - Ghosts (2014)

Jessica Folker - To Be Able To Love (Johnathan Peters Remix) (2001)

Shai - If I Ever Fall In Love (1992)

Nelly Furtado - Say It Right (2006)

Kid Ink feat Usher & Tinashae - Body Language (2014)

Pussy 2000 - It's Gonna Be Alright (2001)

Fugees - Killing Me Softly (1996)

Cookie - R. Kelly (2013)

Tamia - So Into You (1998)

Karamel Kel - All Is Well (2012)

N'Sync feat Nelly - Girlfriend (2002)

Clyde Carson feat The Team - Slow Down (2012)

LuvBug - Revive (2014)

You can view the entire soundtrack right here: YouTube - Love Type Situation Soundtrack

Trivial Facts on Love Type Situation

The character, Andrew Bishop, is a reflection of Author Ray Sostre when he worked as a DJ in the gay clubs from 2001 - 2002. He was the only straight male working the circuit at that time.

The Stinson Beach scene was inspired by Ray Sostre's trip to Marin County, California in May 2014.

Love Type Situation was inspired by Lisette Melendez’s 1994 song Love Type Situation.

You can view more of the trivial facts about Love Type Situation here

About Ray Sostre

Picture Of Ray S 2014

New York born, East Coast raised, and West Coast bound.
Writing erotica happened by accident in the summer of 2010. That same year, he established a story submission site – AfterDark Online, a place for erotic authors.
He lives in Nevada with his long-time girlfriend, is an avid listener of electronica, and enjoys writing and publishing articles. He jokes: “I’m always looking for writing material.”


Saturday, August 22, 2015

Trivial Facts About Love Type Situation

With just less than 2 day for the release. I thought you might want to know some trivial facts about my May/December erotic romance, Love Type Situation.

Trivial Facts about Love Type Situation.

1. First written in the summer of 2014. It all began with a short story about a forty year old woman going with a man who just turned twenty one. The story wasn’t picked up again until December 2014.

2. When I originally wrote the story, Sadie Mendez was supposed to work under Anderw’s mother, but the feeling of the story was too over-explanatory and boring. I wanted to be interesting.

3. Andrew Bishop was originally named Andrew Moynihan, but in order to take the story to a more hip level. I came across with the last name Bishop from a character of 1992’s motion picture Juice, acted by Tupac Shukar.

4. The original title of the story was called, If Loving You Was Wrong, but the story plot didn’t fit with the title.

5. Love Type Situation was inspired by Lisette Melendez’s 1994 song Love Type Situation.

6. The setting of the story was supposed to take place in New Jersey, but when I scrapped the original plot of the story, I decided to take the setting to San Francisco.

7. Andrew Bishop, as the DJ, was the reflection of me when I used to work as a club DJ from the late 1990s to the early 2000s. I was the only straight man working in a gay club from 2001 – 2002, where I was able to play the house music.

8. Since Sadie’s original character didn’t sit well going for a young man in his mid twenties (she was originally forty years old), I decided Sadie’s age to be in her early thirties.

9. The Stinson Beach scene was inspired by my trip to Marin County, California in May 2014.

10. The most difficult part of the story was the middle, where I had to revise over and over to have the build up to the sex scenes in the story.

11. There were a number of songs that inspired me to write the story:
  • If I Ever Fall In Love by Shai (1992)
  • To Be Able to Love by Jessica Folker (The Jonathan Peters Remix) (2001)
  • It’s Gonna Be Alright  by Pussy 2000 (2001)
  • Killing Me Softly by Fugees (1996)
  • All Is Well by Karamel Kel (2012)
  • Girlfriend by N’Sync feat Nelly (2002)
  • Revive by LuvBug (2014)

12. The official project took me three months to complete, in March 2015. The story would have been released some time around early summer or late spring, but there were a number of delays to move the story forward.

13. I, the author, had never lived in San Francisco, but I’m very inspired with the Bay Area lifestyle.

14. Club Bliss is a fictional night club, located in the Castro District of San Francisco, inspired by an actual gay nightclub called Lookout. The only place that actually exists from the story is Orphan Andy’s, a landmarked restaurant on Market Street, serving real comfort food. Did you know Harvey Milk used to dine there in the late seventies?

Be on the look out for the release, this Monday!

Friday, August 14, 2015

Flash Fiction Friday - 08/14/2015: Drats!

Welcome to another segment of Flash Fiction Friday.

Today, I'm doing a little quick comedy in 100 words.


The man was determined to make it atop of the mountain. He was determined to meet her and prove to her that her love was worth chasing. While he work his way through a small ledge of the mountain, his fingers almost lost grip from the rocks, but he managed to regain his grip, and continued climbing until he met her, sitting atop of the mountain, legs crossed and shirtless with a sexy grin.

“Did you bring protection?” She asked.

The man was happily excited, but when he reached in his pocket, he realized he dropped his condom from climbing.

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Thursday, August 13, 2015

Thursday Tasters - 08/13/2013: Love Type Situation

Welcome to another segment of Thursday Tasters.

Today, I'm excited about the forthcoming release of my book - Love Type Situation, which will release on Monday, August 24th.

In this scene, I'm going to post a scene between Sadie and Dustin.

Sadie had just had a dinner date with Andrew, and she rode the bus home where she was greeted by Dustin, who was waiting for her in the car. Things become a little tense, because she was avoiding his calls all day long. 

Anyways, come check out this piece in 389 words.

“Sadie, where the hell have you been? I’ve been calling you all day! Why haven’t you answered my calls?”
She knew why, but she played it off as she pulled her cell phone out of her purse and checked the missed calls on display. Dustin had been calling her all day, and she noticed three voicemails. Now he was waiting for her in front of the apartment complex? This man had gone psycho.
“I’m really sorry, Dustin. I just realized that I had my phone on mute all day.” She looked at her calls. “Hell, I even missed a call from my mother.”
“Where did you go?” Dustin inquired.
“I was out job hunting?”
“Job hunting?” He shot her an odd look. “Why? Sadie, you don’t need to work. I’ll take care of you.”
“Take care of me?” She snapped and looked at him in disbelief. “Dustin, I don’t need a man to take care of me. I mean, I appreciate what you did for me these the last few months, but I want to work. I want to take care of myself.”
Dustin tried to persuade her with his charming demeanor. “If you work, how am I going to see you?”  He took a step closer and pulled her to him. “Come here. I missed you all day, and you look really hot in that outfit. You make me want to take you home and do dirty stuff to you.”
 Pulling away from him, she said, “No, not tonight. I’m not feeling well.”
“Sadie, what’s wrong?” Dustin asked, concerned.
 “I’m just not feeling well. And you can forget about getting some tonight. I just started.”
Dustin gave her a dumbfounded look. “Oh …” He let her go and took a step back. ”Okay then, perhaps I should come back when you’re not … you know ….
Sadie wanted to slap him silly for his comment. Is that all she was to him, just a sex toy? He wanted her at home during the day so he could come around and fuck her then go back home to his wife! She couldn’t believe the shit that was coming out of his mouth. If she could only kick him in the balls and make him wake up to reality.
“I don’t fucking believe you!” She grimaced, walking away. “Goodbye, Dustin!”

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Tuesday, August 11, 2015

Tantalizing Tuesday Teaser - 08/11/2014: Temptations From Destiny

Welcome to another segment of Tantalizing Tuesday Teasers.

I'm happy to come up with something naughty this Tuesday evening.


Royce woke up in his sofa when he heard the doorbell. He wasn’t expecting any company, since he had the entire week off from his job. He longed for a vacation, where he didn’t have to worry about hearing customer complaints, co-workers whining about his job, and finally his boss from coming down on him when things went wrong. He was going to relax at home, doing nothing but catch up on lost sleep, but who the hell was at the door?

He opened the door and noticed a woman with very short dark hair, dressed conservatively in a long black dress that displayed sophistication. It was Destiny, the boss’s daughter coming over. He had her spend the night over his place, just to sober up. Now that she knew where he lived, things were getting a little complicated to tell her no.

“I heard you were staying home on vacation. Mind if I come over?”

Royce, knowing the consequences of having her over, shook his head with a response. “Destiny, you know this is a bad idea.”

She raised up the hem of her black dress, from the side, displaying the dark lacy underwear she’s wearing when she pouted. “Are you sure?”

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Monday, August 10, 2015

Cover Reveal of Love Type Situation

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Love Type Situation
Author: Ray Sostre
Edited by: Elicia S. Stoll
Release Date: August 24th, 2015
Published by: Bitten Press, LLC
Genre: Contemporary Erotic Romance, May/December

Love Type Situation Cover


Sadie’s love life was doomed. She has had her share of bad men in her life, until she met a friend from a long time ago – Andrew. She was intrigued. He has many good qualities of a man she wanted, except one thing – his age. Andrew is younger than her, but better than the man Sadie’s been seeing for the last few months – Dustin Ellerton. When she makes her decision to get rid of the zero and get with the real hero, things get pretty complicated.

Trailer to Love Type Situation, credited by Cindy Callender.


Love Type Situation Teaser 2

Love Type Situation Teaser 3

Love Type Situation Teaser

About Ray Sostre

Picture Of Ray S 2014

New York born, East Coast raised, and West Coast bound.
Writing erotica happened by accident in the summer of 2010. That same year, he established a story submission site – AfterDark Online, a place for erotic authors.

He lives in Nevada with his long-time girlfriend, is an avid listener of electronica, and enjoys writing and publishing articles. He jokes: “I’m always looking for writing material.”



Thursday, August 6, 2015

Thursday Tasters - 08/06/2015: Love Type Situation (Killing Me Softly Scene)

Hey, welcome to another segment of Thursday Tasters.

Just four day until the cover reveal of Love Type Situation, and I want to give you 
another taste of my forthcoming release to my May/December erotic romance - Love Type Situation.

For those who have signed up for the cover reveal, thank you. Your help is appreciated.

Anyways, enjoy this snippet in 293 words.


Andrew put on a song by The Fugees, “Killing Me Softly”. It was a great song for the crowd to mellow out to, yet leave the club feeling good. As for Sadie, she let the feeling of the song’s accapella hit her soul before the instrumentals and beats made her sway sensuously. The hip hop beat had her moving while she extended her arm and then her finger, signaling Andrew to come out and dance.
Andrew set his headphones down and stepped off the stage. He approached her with a grin, asking, “Sadie, may I have this dance?”
Sadie smiled at him. “I thought you’d never ask.”
The two moved close together. They danced among the crowd of people, mostly men, swaying  to the beat.
“You know that’s one of my favorite songs. It brings back some memories.”
“I remember you telling me that when you worked at the youth center years ago.”
“Really?” She was impressed by his memory. “Good memory.”
They danced close. Sadie loved the feel of his hands along the sides of her curves. He was firm but gentle, and Sadie was hoping he would move his hands to places that would get her aroused. She began throwing signals at him as she gazed into his eyes.  She noticed a slight hesitation from him. And then it began to bother her as she asked herself, Why won’t he kiss me? They were halfway into the song, and Sadie was beginning to have doubts that he would ever kiss her.
“Sadie, can I ask you a question?”
“Uh-huh,” She murmured, suddenly seductive.
“How tall are you?”
“Without the heels, I’m five nine.”

“Then you’re the perfect height for me to do this …” He leaned in and kissed her lips.

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Tuesday, August 4, 2015

Tantalizing Tuesday Teasers - 08/04/2015: Lost In His Eyes

Hi, welcome to another segment of Tantalizing Tuesday Teasers.
This is the first one for August 2015, 
and I'm very excited to do a post for one of my lucky winners from Sunday's takeover - 
Suzanne Mayer.

Congratulations on the Suit Porn Competition during the takeover. This was a little tricky, because I knew it could go either way I wanted, and this pic you sent me may have inspired me to write a piece. Who knows? However, I could only write it in 200 words, being that this event I've been writing for is limited. 

Suzanne, I hope you enjoy the piece. 

To all my peeps of Tantalizing Tuesday, here it is.

Paulina was sitting at a table on the sidewalk café, looking through her tablet as she read her steamy romance story, while enjoying her cup of coffee and a parfait at her favorite coffee shop. It was such a beautiful summer morning; not so hot and humid, just perfect.

While she crossed her finger over her tablet, she was very intrigued by the man in the picture, he was dressed very dapper in a gray three-piece suit with a white shirt and a pink tie underneath. His dark hair was well-groomed and his face had a five o’clock shadow that described very masculine and attractive. If there was anything that really had her mesmerized, it was his piercing blue eyes. Paulina couldn’t help noticing his look of determination. Every thing about him described him in three words – a perfect man.

While she was lost in her tablet, someone stood at her table and set a cup of coffee on the table. Paulina looked up and saw a well-dressed man, who almost looked familiar to the man in her tablet. Could it be him? When he smiled at her, she was suddenly lost in his eyes.

“Hi,” he said, buttoning his blazer.