Wednesday, July 27, 2016

Update on My Life and My WIP -- The Chronicles of Meriesa Lopez: Free & Promisucity

Hey everyone. Happy hump Day. It's been a relaxing week, but a problem with me trying to get my ideas across, because I have learned a few things about what has been going on in my life, and I'm reaching a point where I'm both scared but determined to live.

To begin, for starters, I found out what has been causing my weight gain to continue, and the health issues to arise. First of all, I'm going on 40, and I don't feel like I'm old. I still feel energetic, and youthful, and I think of myself as a mind of a 25 year old, maybe it's because how I think. But what I learned about my health is I'm pre-diabetic and have thyroid issues. I hate to discuss about my health on my blog, but I learned that I'm not alone, and I've struggled to lose the weight for the last two years.

I learned that I'm not alone. My problem is I love to eat and enjoy my drinks, especially the spirits like vodka, cognac, gin, rum, whiskey, and tequila. I don't drink tequila, but once in a while I enjoy a good shot of tequila. I can drink any liquor on the shelf. It's just I know I have to curb it when I'm out having a good time. I feel like I'm admitting that I'm an alcoholic, which I know in my heart I'm not. I can go a full week without alcohol, but I know I love to enjoy a good drink and a few. I hate going home fucked up and waking up hung over, but we all been there -- those who drank for enjoyment of a day/time off from work.

I learned about eating food at night. That's been the most difficult part of me losing weight. I work nights as a dealer, and even though I can carry a salad to work, along with soup, when I get home I still get hungry. It's something I work hard everyday to keep away from.

Now, there were days I've been successful, but there were other day I haven't. What I learned is that I have hypothyroidism. I don't know how to classify it, but I learned it's a disorder that affects a large number of people, especially woman in general. What I learned about the disorder, it's what's increased my appetite for food, including giving me fatigue and high cholesterol, along with the weight gain. It's been part of my life now for two years, now that I discovered it, and I hope to fix the issue while I'm still alive. I know this goes as far as diabetes and other complications to the issue.

I have to see an endocrinologist. I'm a bit scared, not what they'll give me, but probably two things: a medical bill, even though I have insurance, but I'm fine with what I got, but mainly commitment to follow the doctor's recommendation. I trust doctors, but I need to trust myself. There is one thing, even my lady understands about me, I don't like being restricted from enjoying my life and happiness, that also includes eating whatever I want and having a drink, but I know my health is a concern for me. I don't want to end up with the fate of people I know that will have to live with insulin for the rest of their lives.
 I need to work out a balance. Lord knows how I feel about restricting my enjoyments, but I must come to realization in my life.

Well, enough about my health issues, for now. I know what I must do, but I also learned that I'm not alone, and  the struggle is identical to everyone else. I feel your pain everyone.
Well, today, I've been very focused on my beloved e-magazine, AfterDark Online. I have contemplated whether to reinstate story submissions, but I also gave a hard thought about it because I'm heavily into writing books these day, and focusing on helping other may bring too much of a burden, where I'm sacrificing my personal life. I'm debating really hard whether to reinstate it. However, I'm picking up more influence these day by posting new releases on AfterDark Online. If you haven't seen my site, come check it out: It is my little baby I fell in love with since I started it in 2010.

In the meantime, I'm waiting on the edits to my story, Allison in Wonderland. My editor, Elicia Stoll is still working on it, and I'm hoping to get it back by summer's end, at most. I sent it out to her around mid-Spring, and I know it's a novel she needs to work on; totally different from the novellas I've worked with. While I await for her edits, I'm working on my novel series The Chronicles of Meriesa Lopez: Free & Promiscuity -- a story about a woman's desire to do whatever she chooses in her life, but her lifestyle choices grants her an opportunity to enjoy more of her sexuality when she meets an old friend of hers. It's a story, I'm so far enjoying to write, and I still anticipate this story will be very long, but hopefully enjoyable. It's going to be over 100k words. I'm so far up to 62k words; much more work has to be done.

This novel I'm writing is going to include a lot of sexual elements I've been wanting to include since 2012. There's one difference about writing what I normally write. It's the first time, where I'm utilizing gay scenes, bisexual scenes that will include male-on-male (something that I had a hard time getting over writing, because of a possible stigma to face), and transgendered scenes. We live in the 2010's, and it's time to act more modern. I want to include a story about Meriesa Lopez, in parody to a former adult film actress Meriesa Arroyo (a.k.a Miss Arroyo), but I want to do it in a respective fashion for this woman, in hopes of dedicating it to her. However, in my story, the character I'm designing for the story is not a porn star. I'm just using similar traits from the porn star; she chooses a lifestyle that would only be described as fiction.

This story is bound to be completed hopefully by the end of 2016, and in hopes to release in 2017. As for now, I have no clue when I'll be done; I'm enjoying the story.

Well, that is all for now. I will come back to give you some more on what is going on.

Have a good everyone.

- Ray S.

Tuesday, July 26, 2016

Tantalizing Tuesday Teasers - 07/26/2016: Sexual Irony

Happy Tuesday. 

I have a hot delicious piece with a little bit of irony in the end.


The room was filled with the intense sounds of pleasure by Edgar and Lara. His cock was all the way deep inside, as he pummeled her with pure determination, causing her to climax.

The way she screamed out of pleasure had Edgar aching to release inside her. He got himself in a better position, where his cock moved in and out of her pussy, until he let out a howl, letting her know he was cumming. Then he held himself inside her, filling her with his thick warm cum. It was really intense. While Edgar came inside her, Lara curled her fingers into his ass cheeks, pulling them apart, while he continued throb inside her.

Edgar finished his release and collapsed on top of her, kissing her ravenously, until he heard the door open, which quickly caught them off guard. It was Lara’s friend, Stella. She was naked, standing in the doorway with an annoyed look on her face.

Stella spoke in an English accent. “For fuck sakes, will you two keep it down, I’m trying to concentrate!”

Edgar and Lara looked back at her stunned. Then Edgar asked, “What was she concentrating on?”

Lara and Edgar laughed together.

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Friday, July 22, 2016

Flash Fiction Friday - 07/22/2016: The Birthday Guest of Honor

Happy Friday.

It was a bit tough today, since I was at the doctors and I had to come up with something in 100 words

The toughest part of the snippet was trying to keep it at one hundred words, where I couldn't help going over a few times. I had to find ways to shorten it, without ruining it.

This mansion gave me a muse to write more. 

Anyways, enjoy the read.

Dalia waited patiently in the backyard, by the pool, behind the three-story mansion for Mr. Parker. She was hired to as his escort service, but damn, she would've never thought she would perform in this beautiful neighborhood. He had a large swimming pool that fitted the area of the house.

Then Mr. Parker came by, dressed in a black tuxedo. He approached her and said, "Welcome, please take off your clothes."

Dalia did what he requested, and seconds later a beautiful blonde wearing a white lingerie appeared in her white heels. She was beautiful when she grinned at her. "Oh honey, my birthday present arrived."

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Thursday, July 21, 2016

Thursday Tasters - 07/21/2016: Auditioning for Adela

Happy Thursday.

It's been a long time since I have been on here. As I've been working on completing some novels
One in particular is a novel I've been working on since 2012, and I started picking it up in 2015, where I want to make it the best erotic story I've ever written.

Anyways, here is a little snippet off the top of my head, featuring one of the characters in the story -- Adela Giovanni.

It's going to be a scorcher, so enjoy yourself on this one.

"Put your arms behind your back," Adela commanded Stan. He stood naked before her, as his hardness pointed directly towards Mina who stood wearing a black and white polka-dotted dress. She pointed to Mina with full sternness, "Strip."

Mina didn't hesitate to follow her command. She stripped out of her polka-dotted dress and immediately displayed her full nakedness before them. The only thing she had on was a black pair of stockings and heels. Adela remained subtle of her enjoyment. These two people don't know each other; they don't know each other's names, except Adela. Their sole purpose was to entertain her in a hotel suite in London.

Adela swiveled her chair slightly and said, "You two look adorable." She instructed Mina. "I want you to take his cock in your hand and place it between your legs. Then I want to see you two get to know each other. Do I make myself clear?"

Mina nodded, but she couldn't help herself when she palmed Stan's shaft in her hand. She gently rubbed his length, before taking another step closer to kiss his lips.

Adela was intrigued at how eager Mina was for Stan. Even Stan was just as eager as well, as the two explored each other's mouths with their tongues. The two don't even know each other and they were ravaging each other's mouths with their hot kisses.

Adela watched patiently, but she was feeling turned on. She felt a delicious ache growing inside her. In a way, she wanted to join in on them, but she didn't want to break her own rule of enjoyment. She wanted to remain discipline and watch these two entertain with their erotic dance. So far, she was enjoying what she was seeing; Stan was rocking his hips back and forth between Mina's legs. The scene was growing intense.

Mina wrapped her hands around his shoulder and neck and moved along his thrust. She wore the most wanton expression, where Adela almost parted her legs to touch herself, but she restrained herself, crossing her legs even tighter, while she heard Mina's moans fill the room.

Then out of nowhere, Stan let out a soft howl and slowed his thrusts, while he and Mina landed another hot kisses. It was very passionate. When Mina stepped away, her thighs were soaked from his cum, giving Adela the delight she was looking for. They made the audition.

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Tuesday, July 19, 2016

Tantalizing Tuesday Teasers - 07/19/2016: Aroused by Her Former Student

Happy Tuesday.

I have quite a hot snippet for you all to enjoy. 


Mina sat on the chair and read the letter that was written by one of her former students. She reconnected with him on Facebook, in an erotic reading forum, where she learned that her former student was a best-selling erotic author with a unique talent to arouse them. Although, he wrote under a different name, Mina was intrigued by his wonderful talent that she purchased the book herself.

After reading a few pages, Meriesa began to feel what other readers were feeling – aroused. Fuck, the way he used those words to describe a scene had her hand reaching under her skirt to touch herself. Her fingers made its way to her nub, and Mina was rubbing herself furiously with a sudden imagination of him doing her the way the book was written. She panted and moaned playing the thought of her former student pinning her against the wall, pumping her hard and deep, whispering dirty words in her ear, while she pressed her fingernails into his ass.

Her breathing quickened and her body jerked. The room was filled from the sound of her orgasm. That feeling was so wonderful, she nearly fell off her chair, but damn, could she be falling for her former student?

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Friday, July 15, 2016

Flash Fiction Friday - 07/15/2016: Dream A Little Dream

Happy Friday.

I'm away in California, enjoying the fun and sun, and celebrating someone's birthday in the Bay Area.
This little flash fiction I chose was something I wanted to reflect where I'm going -- San Francisco and the surrounding areas. 

This is the picture of Dubcoe Park; the park that features all these beautiful Victorian homes and the serene San Francisco skyline in the background. 

Anyways, here is my flash. I had to revise it a few times, since I was over tremendously.


"I can't believe we are doing this!" Delia said to Sheila. "We'd just dropped everything in New York and escaped to San Francisco. Do you think our parents are going to worry about us?"

"Why should they?" Sheila shrugged. "They weren't concerned about us when they cut us off." She turned to Delia and leaned her head over her stomach. "You know, one day, you and I are going to own a house here next to this park."

"You sure talk a big dream, but I like your kind of dream."

The two gazed in each other's eyes, before landing a kiss."

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Tuesday, July 12, 2016

Tantalizing Tuesday Teasers - 07/12/2016: Kami's First Kiss

Happy Tuesday. 

I have a very erotic lesbian piece to share for you all. 

This piece was so hot, I had to fan myself from writing it. 


“Don’t be so nervous; just pretend you’re kissing your man,” Mia said to Kami breathlessly.

Kami closed her eyes and allowed her lips to graze along with hers. Could it be real? Was she really kissing a woman? She was used to kissing someone with hard bodies and hairy features on a man’s face, but the feeling of kissing another woman was different. Mia felt soft and sensual, and the way she inhaled her pheromones from the kiss left her wanting more. And fuck, she loved the way Mia moved her tongue inside her mouth; how the two exchanged something mystical and erotic at the same time. As she grew more comfortable, Kami wrapped her arms over the softness of her curves.

Mia spoke into her kisses. “You’re a natural at this.”

“Don’t stop,” Kami responded seductively. She wanted more of her, and she couldn’t wait to take it further, where the two would lie naked on the bed and explore each other’s bodies. Kami and Mia continued to kiss, this time more lustful than the first time. The taste from her kiss left a delicious sensation in her core. She could really get used to this – really get used to this.

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